The last few days I've been glued to my trainer for 1.5 hour sessions at a time. I've been catching up on my Series 24 TV show (I'm a year behind) - peddling why Jack Bauer is knocking off terrorist. I basically clear out 2 episodes a day while I gradually increase my tolerance for intensity. As for my healing...I'm amazing that every day I'm 100% better than the day before. Breaking bones sucks, but it does cause one to pause and take notice of the things around. Oddly, when I was laying on the chip seal road in Sequim exactly 3 weeks ago today...the first two thoughts that came to mind as I tried to fill my empty lungs with air:
1). Why the HELL am I doing this crazy sport; THEN
2). This was suppose to happen to me, and I'm going to learn something amazing that I would not have received otherwise...so suck it up.
As to #1, I recently read in Velonews interview by a bike racer who went down hard in the Tour de California breaking his collar bone. He said, "if I actually thought about how dangerous this sport is...I would not be able to race bikes at the level I do." As for #2, I've gained some amazing new friends and developed deeper relationships with those closest to me. I've relied on friends and loved ones more than I would have ever permitted otherwise.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
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Well, hey, if breaking your clavicle is what it took to become better buddies, then so be it. Of course I'd rather have you out there racing with me but I am grateful to be having the opportunity to get to know you better. xo, Your new sis
I crashed so hard once that I lay with my head in the wet gutter and most of my body laying on the sidewalk - for about 15 minutes. I finally convinced the EMT's to pick me up and "put me back on my bike" so I could finish the stage race. Halfway to an erect posture, I pleaded for them to take me to the hospital! Another time I crashed at 42+ mph and ragdolled into a pile of bricks from which I could not stand up straight but "I was OK" - strange how we forget those things! I recently heard that humans cannot remember pain!
Love having comments on my blog from wienerdoggies and virgins. Quite the duo you two are!
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